I shall never compare thee to a summer's day,
For you are the better in every way.
Fire’s flame and desert’s heat,
Hold not a candle
To your gaze,
Sun’s rays and silver’s sheen,
Dreary and dark now that I have seen,
Your smile.
There is a subtle light
Emitted by your soul
That makes my dark days bright.
Any choir of Angel’s song
Compared to your silence
Is vulgar and wrong.
When you do deign to speak
The melody of your voice
Makes the stone hearted weak.
So what am to do?
I just can’t help,
Falling for you.
I can’t do it
I can’t do it
I know I need to
I even want to
But every time I try to
I find out what I can’t do
It makes wanna cry
It make me wanna die
I wish I could even try
Just do it
Just do it
Try it
Push through it
I can’t do it
I can’t do it
My body fights me
My mind spites me
Guilt riddles through me
I am letting my parents down
I am beginning to drown
I am a clown
Just do it
Just do it
Try it
Swim through it
I just wanna quit
Drop my load
give up this shit
But I can’t
I refuse to commit suicide
Things will get better